i cry, i cried

yes i cried,
yes i cried,
i cried the day i left you,
i cried the day i saw you two together,
i cried the day you left me, because i will never see you again,
i cried the day i made you sad, because i promised to make you smile always,
i cried the say i flet you were cheating on me, because it hurt me soo much,
i cried when my friends teased me, because of you,
i cried the day mommy said, you’re not my Future,
i cried the day my Uncle gossiped about you to ma daddy,
i cried when thought of losing you, keeps flashing back at me,
i cry because i will never have someone like you,
i cry whenever i remember the sweet moments we had together, wey back,
i cry anytime i see our lovely photos, remembering those times,
i cry when i see young lovers everynight, thinking of how we used to be,
i cry because i feel like crying, and these tears are soo important,

but wait, you know something,
No, no, noo,

i swear i won’t cry anymore,
yea, for a Love that won’t last,
oohh, naaa, i won’t cry anymore,

i will cry for a Mom, who cares about me, call me every minute, just to check on her little child,
i will cry for a Dad who Cherish me soo much, and is willing to provide all my needs, and protect me, support me, and always be there for me, he stands by me,
arrh, i will cry for the Saviour who came from high above, to die for my sins,
i will cry for the homeless child, who’s got nowhere to sleep, yet still wakeup everymorning, hustling for food and shelter.
i will cry when i win an award, and on that platform, where my fans and family will clap for me,
i will cry when people beg to work for me, they just wanna have the privilege of being my workers.
i will cry for a lady who loves me for me, and will be there for me, and always tells me she loves me, and will never leave, a lady who supports me, and is there when i’m down, and have nobody,
i will cry for that guy, who always cherish me, and say, i’m the most beautiful lady he has ever seen, and he will never lie, cheat or make me feel pain, he’s ready to apologise, and understand my feelings,
i will cry for a brother who will defend me, and make me know i’m the only one he’s got.
i will cry for a best friend, who’s more than a family relative, who will never leave, who will be there nomatter what...
i will cry for that school teacher, who believed in me, when no-one thought i could ever make it,

i will cry in the presence of the Lord, kneel down and weep for my sins, ask Him for Mercy, Honour and Forgiveness, and Grace,

Some people think we’re crazy when we cry, but why did God create these tears.
Yes we are doll, but we feel better after we cry, those people who don’t cry, do worse things, some even cut themselves, bleed and later do horrible things,

I will cry, because it’s my way of feeling better...


(originally written on 29th December, 2011, around 10:30am - 11:30am)